Performance and Video Installation: “Espera Loop“

“Espera Loop” is a performance by Mexican musician Citlali Gómez Escobar and Nicaraguan artist Gabriela Urrutia Reyes, both based in Vienna. It was created in Spring 2024 as part of a project of the same name. Commissioned by MUSMIG (Museum der Migration), the performance was featured in the events of Tage der Bescheide, Moving In, Moving Out, within the framework of Before It Gets Better, organized and hosted by the Volkskundemuseum Wien.

“Espera Loop” explores and reflects not only on the fears, insecurities and apprehensions that migrants may experiment every time their visas expire but also on the patters and states of movement and waiting that they undergo while trying to settle in a new country —Austria, in this case. Are you forced to wait, or is waiting a choice? Do you wait for chance to come or for someone to intervene? What are the things that you do while you wait? How does your body respond to waiting?... Waiting, while deeply personal, can also be a collective act, an experience where movements align and synchronize with the other ones around you. Waiting is filled of repetition and oscillations. Waiting can be an act of resistance.

Espera Loop´s performance unfolds a dialogue between the two artists, combining poetry and texts along with the piano music to evoke the different states and feelings that one can experience during moments of waiting. This dialogue is also intricately tied to the scenography and soft installation, which features waiting numbers that evolve into a central protagonist of the performance.
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Desde aquellos corredores
Y sus sistemas de espera
United by those rows waiting together
The metal roots of these machines
And the seeds of those digits waiting to bloom
Here is my flower
Number  a055
I feel is a good day to be A055
Encripted codes of conduct I should know
Egal Im gonna ask
Ok is not her job
Me siento
Waiting and I check the phone
Our body wait
Our soul hopes
Esperando y nos paso la vida
Espere aqui, aqui no se pregunta,
Go to that door says the sign
Door and silence
Screen and sound
They should know i am a qualified citizen
What if I don’t wait
Are they a qualified citizen?
The speculation that we embrace
A sound that calls our number
No logro agarrar la seña
That i should continue life with an email they say
No - Pero quizás sí - Esperando,
Más - Deseo - Moverse
Waiting on
Waiting for